Chino XL - Kreep (HQ) 1996 (R. I. P. )00:04:53

Im a kreep, Im a loser
Youre so very special, I wish I was special
But Im a kreep, Im a loser
I wish I was special, I wish I was special
But Im a kreep

What the hell made you think the sun rose and set in your ass
Fast I remove you from my itinerary
I tend to worry and exaggerate
Becoming jealous at the drop of a dime, wanting to kill all womankind
You are a perfect ten with the perfect tan goddess
Who could sell Evian to a drowning man, honest
Trying to stay sane walking that tight rope
Im throwing you off the deep end you better pray shit floats
You gave me chills till your mind went Beverly Hills
Make cleverly deals, and now you think you Brooke Shields
Hated my foes, now you one of they one a day hoes
Used to search my ashtray for weed I smoked some days before
Im crazy yo forever goin farther than just screwin em
Making me feel like Joseph and Marys hoein in Jerusalem
Abusin em is how they wanna be treated they nosy too
Should I just slap em like Scheherazade told me to
You just a tease and you play like Im not in your league
Capturing my mind claiming Im your biggest fantasy
Im unattachin, what think you can spies me
If I couldnt hear your words and only judge you by your actions
Your love is sorcery, drowning in emotion poisoning me
Unfortunately your memory is haunting me
Im feeling pains, that I cant even describe
But if I have to bitch you fuckin buried me alive
Your love counterattacks, unrealistic terroristic acts
Like the Oklahoma Federal Building I collapse
I want her back, but I know that I cant force her
Thinkin bout takin my own life like Marlon Brandos daughter

Im back in town, stoppin it, makin perogative home
She too far gone, provocative as Sharon Stone
Im feeling crucified by the very nails I
Made and drove into myself, passed to the next guy
Phones ringin in the middle of the night (Whos that? Nobody?)
Your whole game is getting mad sloppy
Meanwhile in my hotel lobby my hobby is removing groupies off my body
Its getting cloudy, smoggy, visibility low, foggy
Four and a half years, I screwed up once
But this aint your first time, dont be a dummy
You got champagne tastes with fuckin beer money
Fearing bummy we had ups and downs but managed
Now the going gets rough, look how you vanished
It proves that life is a comedian like Martin Short
You standin next to me I wanna file a missing child report
To find the girl wed always planned wed run away together
Pray together had a child swore wed stay together
You had your chance shoulda been nice
Your game is deader than Vincent Price
Giving up your ass like you Heidi Fleiss
Fuck your pink cop crossing guard obsession
Youre half-dressed, looking like a Soul Train scramble contestant (bitch)
In my arena, should I fight or just leave her
Catch amnesia its enough to make me catch a seizure
Catch a breather, Chino do you even need her
Should I take the three-eighty, assassinate her like Selena

Yesterday I seen someone who looked just like you
She walked like you do, so I thought it was you
But then she turned around confusing me
Babyface couldnt bring no cool in me
No Love Connection, channel five, no Chuck Woolery
Us growing old together is what I envision
You dealing with him, but lets not make no haste decision
The mechanism is getting rusty, you wont trust me
You claim when I blow up Ill leave you for some model tall and busty
I cant believe you placed this cock above me wrong
I know you like a book but I just cannot find what page youre on
Now you put you in the middle, your voice is just a riddle
Say you want me back then change your personality like Sybil
How hard I try, I just cry more
With no reason to live, many to die for
Now as I sit in a smoky bar the night about to end
Im passing time with strangers but this bottle is my only friend
Across the room I see a couple with no cares at all
Hugged up kissing reminding me of us before our fall
Her eye so full of hope and passion looking at her man
The way you used to look at me when I just held your hand
You gave me vast pain, to live in the fast lane
I caught the last plane, to give you my last name
Im caught up, my family come first, thats how Im brought up
This tragedys worse, than one I coulda thought up
The couple stood up, Im feeling drugged like I took Mescaline
The couple Ive been watching all the time it was her and him